Papa used to uphold and has given much importance to telling truth. According to Him, God is Truth. In this regard, Swami Satchidanandaji once said, even for fun sake one should not tell lies, sometimes we used to close our hands with our fingers and ask child to find out what is inside the hand? If child guessed something, we should not tell a lie about what is inside the hand!
Papa Swami Ramdas Mataji Krishnabai
Inspiring life experiences and teachings of the Divine Masters Swami Ramdas, Mataji Krishnabai and Swami Satchidanandaji of Anandashram, Kanhangad, Kerala
Thursday 24 October 2019
Wednesday 23 October 2019
Looting Ramdas!
Looting Ramdas!
Papas devotee Devasenapathi used to take lot of books from Ashram and selling them to many friends and devotees in and around Chennai. He used to carry books in bicycle. He had so much passion in spreading Papa's life and teaching. Once, Pujya Papa asked him Senapathi, how is that you are selling a lot of spiritual books to many people. He replied, Papa knows the secret. Then, Pujya Papa asked, Senapathi, why don't you take commision for book sales from Ashram. D said, Papa, I am already taking commission. Papa looking at him asked how? D told Papa showing his two packets of his shirt, I am taking in one pocket full of PAPA'S GRACE and in another packet full of MATHAJI'S GRACE as commission. At this, Papa said, 'Look! Senapathi is looting Ramdas!'
Papas devotee Devasenapathi used to take lot of books from Ashram and selling them to many friends and devotees in and around Chennai. He used to carry books in bicycle. He had so much passion in spreading Papa's life and teaching. Once, Pujya Papa asked him Senapathi, how is that you are selling a lot of spiritual books to many people. He replied, Papa knows the secret. Then, Pujya Papa asked, Senapathi, why don't you take commision for book sales from Ashram. D said, Papa, I am already taking commission. Papa looking at him asked how? D told Papa showing his two packets of his shirt, I am taking in one pocket full of PAPA'S GRACE and in another packet full of MATHAJI'S GRACE as commission. At this, Papa said, 'Look! Senapathi is looting Ramdas!'
Blind faith
Blind Faith
A devotee from Thiruvallur Devasenapathi visited Ashram with his family. Papa asked him 'Do you have faith now?' D said 'No Papa', Papa exclaimed, what! D said, 'I have blind faith'. Papa was immensely pleased and patted him saying, this should be the attitude of a devotee.
A devotee from Thiruvallur Devasenapathi visited Ashram with his family. Papa asked him 'Do you have faith now?' D said 'No Papa', Papa exclaimed, what! D said, 'I have blind faith'. Papa was immensely pleased and patted him saying, this should be the attitude of a devotee.
Thursday 3 October 2019
Matajis' identification with all beings
Matajis' identification with all beings
A lady devotee mother visited Ashram with her two year old child and stayed in L building. In those days, there was no canteen and the night dinner served was bread and milk. One day, the mother devotee did not take her share of milk, meant for the child thinking it would be useful to visiting devotees. The next day when she went for Mataji darshan queue, Mataji asked her to sit by her side. After everyone has gone, she turned to her and said, why you have not taken the share of your milk? Mother devotee, 'since there were lot of sweet prasad I thought milk would be available to other devotees and I have not taken it.' Mataji said, 'yesterday night I couldn't take my dinner. When I prayed to Papa for the reason, I saw your child was denied his food, the milk. As a mother, don't you know a child requires milk. Since you denied him the milk I couldn't take my food. Don't deny the child what he needs.' Such is the identification of Mataji with all beings!
In another instance, the same devotee mother kept her child on the bare floor of verandah, adjacent to Mataji room. Devotee mother instructed the child not to move and be there. When she went for Mataji darshan, Mataji asked her 'what have you done to the child?' Devotee mother said, 'I have not done anything wrong. I kept the child in verandah.' Mataji asked her to touch her left side of the face, it was very hot. Mataji said, 'you have kept the child in hot sun. Go and see.' Devotee mother rushed to the verandah to see her child. The child didn't move obeying the words of her mother though the sun was burning his cheeks! Devotee mother felt sorry and took the child to her arms. Such is the identification of Mataji with all beings!
Ram Nam - Unfailing Medicine
Ram Nam - Unfailing Medicine
A french man visited Ashram and met Pujya Mataji. He said, 'I am asked to chant Ram Nam. Would it be effective? Would it helpful in taking me to goal?' Mataji replied, 'When you are sick, you are going to a Doctor and take the prescribed medicine without a question. In the same way, take Ram Nam with absolute faith. It will take you to the highest goal.'
Thursday 23 November 2017
A Visit to Anandashram - An article from The Mountain Path 1964
A visit to Anandashram in the
Lifetime of Swami Ramdas
By Unnamulai
from: The Mountain Path, Vol.
1, January 1964, No. 1
Some friends were going to
Anandashram by car and, having heard of Swami Ramdas for years past but never
yet visited him, I accepted their invitation to accompany them. In fact, he was
the only living saint whom I had an inclination to see. As it turned out, it
was very fortunate that I took this opportunity because only a few months later
he died suddenly, quite unexpectedly.
While the car was approaching
Anandashram after a long drive through undulating wooded country and was still
about two miles away I suddenly had the extraordinary experience of hearing the
invocation of Ram everywhere: the earth, the trees, the humming of the car, the
sound of the wind, all were vibrating with the Name of Ram. This was all the
more remarkable as I had never been drawn to this invocation and had never used
it. Later I understood why it was so.
The first thing that struck
me on beholding Swami Ramdas, affectionately called 'Papa' by everyone, was how
much nicer he looked in real life than on photos. His face was beaming with
joyfulness, goodness, liveliness; his smile was so childlike and spontaneous
that one felt immediately drawn to him.
I found that the Ashram was
being run by Mother Krishna Bai, known to everybody as 'Mataji'. When we went
from the car straight to the Swami's room, tired and unwashed, she was there. I
had met her once before briefly, years ago, when she was passing through Madras . She was young
then and in good health, but somehow the meeting had left no impression, but
now I saw before me a face ravished by sickness yet incredibly beautiful, with
a beauty not of this world. She is worshipped as a realized soul.
We were received very kindly
and shown to our rooms, which were comfortable and airy. After washing and
changing into a white sari I went back to Papa's room. A number of people were
there, sitting on the floor, ladies against the wall and men at the other side,
with Papa in his armchair, his feet resting on a footstool. People kept coming
and prostrating before him and touching his feet. He explained that a current
of power flows through a saint and that there is especial benefit from touching
his feet. That is why so many of the sacred poems and songs refer to the lotus
feet of the Guru. In his presence one felt enveloped in an atmosphere of love
and joyfulness.
At half past seven the bell
rang for the evening meal and we all went to an adjoining building in which
were the dining hall and kitchen. Food was served on stainless steel plates on
the floor, in two rows, one for women and one for men. While we waited to be
served the dining hall was resounding with the chanting of Ram Nam . Outstanding
was the soprano of a Norwegian trained opera singer, and the powerful deep
voice of a German. The food was purely vegetarian, excellent in quality and
with due consideration for those who could not eat spiced food. One could feel
the loving care of Mataji behind it.
After the meal we assembled
in the main hall where Papa was already seated. People asked questions and he
not only gave replies and upadesa but launched into reminiscences of his own
sadhana during the years when he was a wandering sadhu.*
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* A sample of these talks is
contained in his book, God-Experience, reviewed in this issue.
Although most of these can be
found in his books, it was quite a different experience to hear him telling
them, sometimes poignant, sometimes full of laughter.
At 10 o'clock all took leave
of Papa and Mataji and went to their rooms, except a few who just spread their
bedding and lay down to sleep in the hall.
At 5 in the morning some of the devotees went to
Papa's room and sat in silent meditation for about an hour, until 6, when he
got up. This morning hour seems to have been the only time for silent
meditation. During the day it was more talking and asking questions. The
chanting of the mantra went on almost uninterruptedly in the big hall, except
when Papa sat there with the devotees, as he usually did after lunch and dinner.
As I said, the atmosphere was very lively when he began his expositions mingled
with reminiscences. Once I was deeply moved when he told about his experience
as a sadhu at a railway station, how cold it was, and a policeman came and told
him to get up and go somewhere else, but at first he couldn't because his legs
were numb and swollen from sitting in the cold. With a voice choked with
emotion, I asked"And then?". He immediately saw what I felt and said
reassuringly. "It was all right afterwards. Ram took good care of Ramdas
and some friends looked after him." He always did refer to himself in this
way, in the third person, as 'Ramdas' (meaning 'slave of Ram').
There was the spontaneity of
a child in him, a carefree, happy child. When the mail came in the afternoon he
would read the letters out with childlike zest, even if they were private. It
was bhakti at its purest, though at the same time he sometimes spoke pure
Advaita. Of course, ultimately bhakti and jnana merge; there can not be love
without wisdom or wisdom without love.
When Papa laughed (which was
very often) it used to bring on prolonged bouts of coughing ending in
breathlessness. I was very concerned about this and had a strong foreboding. This
proved only too justified a few months later when he suddenly expired in a fit
of suffocation, as we were told by an eye-witness. How the devotees must have
missed him! However, Mataji is still there. While I was there she was running
the Ashram firmly but unobtrusively and with loving care. What struck me was
her great modesty and genuine spirit of loving service, which she managed to
instil into those around her. Ill as she was, one would see her folding the
laundry of the visitors and doing endless jobs, big and small.
Finally something about Ram Nam , which was
the very essence of the teaching of Ramdas. People were singing it, repeating
it silently, writing it out, for hours together. Its purpose is to hold the
mind to one thought so as to prevent it wandering. Mantras are not my way, but
Papa explained that, even following some other way, the mantra can be used as a
fan to make the flame burn brighter.
A strange thing happened in
this connection. It must have been about the time that Swami Ramdas expired (about
which we heard only several days later). I was making the pilgrimage round
Arunachala. My mind was unsteady, so I remembered the mantra and what Papa had
said about it and used it as a fan. At that moment it came to life for me. It
was Papa himself merged in the mantra. There was that indescribable feeling of
tenderness, nearness, all his goodness; he was there, all-pervading. Papa lives
on in the mantra.
An article from The Mountain Path, January, 1965:
An enlightening Article on Papa Swami Ramdas from The
Mountain Path, January, 1965:
"Papa [Ramdas]," I [Dilip Kumar Roy] said, "would you mind telling us about your final Realization which they call 'Vishvarupa Darshan'?"
He readily acquiesced and gave a long description of his burning aspiration and yearning which had led him to Arunachala Hill, hallowed by the tapas of the peerless saint Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi. I can give here only the gist of his long narration ....
One day the kind Sadhuram took Ramdas for the darshan of a famous saint of the place named Sri Ramana Maharshi. His Ashram was at the foot of Arunachala. It was a thatched shed. Both the visitors entered the ashram and, meeting the saint, fell prostrate at his holy feet. It was really a blessed place where that great man lived. He was young but there was on his face a calmness and in his large eyes a passionless look of tenderness which cast a spell of peace and joy on all those who came to him. Ramdas was informed that the saint knew English, so he addressed him thus: "Maharaj, here stands before thee a humble slave. Have pity on him. His only prayer to thee is to give him thy blessing."
The Maharshi turned his beautiful eyes towards Ramdas and looked intently for a few minutes into his eyes as though he was pouring into Ramdas his blessing through those orbs, then shook his head to say he had blessed. A thrill of inexpressible joy coursed through the frame of Ramdas, his whole body quivering, like a leaf in the breeze ....
Now at the prompting of Ram, Ramdas desired to remain in solitude for some time ... The sadhuram was ever ready to fulfil his wishes. Losing no time, he took Ramdas up the mountain behind the great temple. Climbing high up he showed him many caves. Of these, one small cave was selected for Ramdas, which he occupied next day. In this cave he lived for nearly a month in deep meditation of Ram. This was the first time he was taken by Ram into solitude for his bhajan. Now he felt most blissful sensations since he could hold undisturbed communion with Ram. He was actually rolling in a sea of indescribable happiness. To fix the mind on that fountain of bliss, Ram, means, to experience pure joy ... He went on taking the Name in an ecstasy of longing when, lo, suddenly his Lord Rama ... appeared before him and danced and danced ...
"Did you see him with closed eyes or open?" I interjected,
"With open eyes, as Ramdas is seeing you," Papa answered. "But it was not this momentary vision that Ramdas's heart craved. For he knew that a vision like this, was unlikely to last and so, when the Lord would vanish, Ramdas would revert to his darkness. Therefore he prayed for the great darshan, the Vision of visions, which comes to stay for ever so there is no more parting, namely the Vishvarupa Darshan, longing to see Rama always in everything; that is nothing less would satisfy Ramdas."
Papa paused and then resumed with a beatific smile: "And it came one morning apocalyptically - when, lo, the entire landscape changed: All was Rama, nothing but Rama - wherever Ramdas looked! Everything was ensouled by Rama - vivid, marvellous, rapturous - the trees, the shrubs, the ants, the cows, the cats, the dogs - even inanimate things pulsated with the marvellous presence of the one Rama. And Ramdas danced in joy, like a boy who, when given a lovely present, can't help breaking out into a dance. And so it was with Ramdas: he danced with joy and rushed at a tree in front, which he embraced because it was not a tree but Rama Himself! A man was passing by, Ramdas ran towards him and embraced him, calling out: 'Rama, O Rama!' The man got scared and bolted. But Ramdas gave him chase and dragged him back to his cave. The man noted that Ramdas had not a tooth in his head and so felt a little reassured: at least the loony would not be able to bite him!" He laughed out and we swelled the chorus.
"And then?" I asked, after the laughter had subsided.
"The bliss and joy came to be permanent, like a torrent rushing downhill till it finds a placid level of limpid purling stream. This experience is called sahaja samadhi, in which you can never be cut off from the consciousness of being at one with the One who has become all, in which you feel you are one with all because you have perceived that all is He, the One-without-a-second."
Finally we end with a comment made by Swami Ramdas - In 'Vision', the monthly journal published by Anandashram, about forty years later.
Ramdas went to Ramana Maharshi in a state of complete obliviousness of the world. He felt thrills of ecstasy in his presence. The Maharshi made the awakening permanent in Ramdas.
Some people told Ramdas: "You went to Maharshi and you got illumination. Give us illumination like that." Ramdas said, You must come to Ramdas in the same spirit and in the same state as he went to Maharshi. Then you will also get it. Where was his heart? How intense was his longing? What was the world to him at that time ? If you come in that state it is all right."
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